Wednesday, 13 June 2012
What you do to me
You make me want to stay a while,
You make me desperate for your kiss,
You make me feel like I exist.
You make me weak, you make me strong,
You make it right, you make it wrong,
You make me wonder what could be,
You fill me heart with ecstasy.
You give me butterflies every day,
You're in my mind, you never stray,
You make me desperate for your touch,
You make me want you so damn much.
You let me come for seven days,
You let me meet your fiery gaze,
You make here where I'm supposed to be,
You make me feel just perfectly.
You make me feel like I can fly,
You give me such a natural high,
You make me want to be together,
You make me want to stay forever.
You make me wonder how I'll leave,
You make it easy to believe,
You make the future bright and clear,
You diminish worry, doubt and fear.
You make me crazy when you're near,
You've made my week, you've made my year,
You make me know, I cannot lie,
You're in my heart til the day I die.
Thursday, 22 March 2012
What is Love?
Love is, in a friendship sense, a feeling of loyalty, trust and closeness that lets you know they've got your back no matter what, and you'd do near anything for them.
Love is, in a material sense, a feeling of supreme enjoyment at the thought of, or from experiencing something. For example; a song, a place or a kind of food.
Love is, in a romantic sense, a deeper form of friendship love with the material form thrown in for good measure, where the closeness becomes intimacy, the enjoyment displays as sexual attraction and over time the family love emerges too, giving it an unconditional and permanent quality. All that, mixed into one feeling. That is true love.
Thursday, 27 October 2011
The Herion
Risking a friendship
Saturday, 24 September 2011
Sometimes
You never see it coming.
Sometimes all they did was ask,
It sets your mind off running.
Sometimes it's a freight train
And you're stuck there on the track.
Sometimes it's a leap of faith,
But then you can't turn back.
Sometimes it fills a part of you,
You didn't know was there,
Sometimes it becomes so right,
To lose it you couldn't bare.
Sometimes it seems a guarantee,
You'll end up losing out,
Sometimes the odds seem impossible,
But you've got to just find out.
Sometimes it seems ridiculous,
Rationality says just don't.
Sometimes you need to follow your head,
But I know in my heart I won't.
Sometimes it's just beautiful,
Makes everything worthwhile.
I turn my back and close my eyes,
And 'til the train hits, smile.
Tuesday, 17 May 2011
What if...
What if I always seem to melt at your sight, your taste, your scent?
What if the impact you had on me was greater than you knew?
What if my greatest hope of late was the chance you felt this too?
What if you knew how happy I became, spending time together?
What if I said how terrified I was of losing you forever?
What if I made some stupid mistake? Where did I go wrong?
What if all I lacked was just the courage to be strong?
What if I saw something in your eyes, what if it were real?
What if instead of cryptic clues you tell me how you feel?
What if you'd chosen me instead? What if you knew this was true?
What if you'd kissed me and held my hand? I'd be falling in love with you.
What if I thought you were so much more, better than all the rest?
Seems no matter what I do, I'm always second best.
Tuesday, 22 March 2011
Together
Friday, 21 January 2011
Foolish Love
I wish I had told you, I'm desperate to hold you.
Nothing is alright, I need you tonight.
Drowned in regret, I wish to forget,
All of this guilt, after everything we built.
Is it over for sure? Is there anything more?
More than this pain? Could you trust me again?
Bittersweet songs, remind me of wrongs.
I choose to keep hope, give me enough rope.
I know it's hard, I'm here every yard,
If you say no, quietly I'll go.
I miss your face, your wonderful grace,
I know you agree you could still love me.
I hear your choice, your sweet soft voice,
Telling me 'Yes'. No longer a mess.
I emerge with pride, together we stride.
With hidden contempt, one final attempt.
Who knows how, a new beginning is now.
If this is the start, never ever apart,
For all of my days, in all of these ways,
I'll love you forever, or to the end of my tether.
How was that for 23 minutes work? Not directly relevent to my life (this time) but I still put a lot into it.
Saturday, 15 January 2011
Love Me
Love me when I'm falling apart, before I start to bleed.
Love me when I'm all alone and I crave you by my side.
Love me when I fail you, you know how much I tried.
Love me when I'm vulnerable, you make me feel secure.
Love me when in sorrow. We'll get through, we'll endure.
Love me when I'm happy, it's you that lifts my soul.
Love me when chaos surrounds, I'll bring you some control.
Love me when in doubt, trust in Love you know.
Love me when so far away, to the end of the earth I'd go.
Love me when you're lost, let your heart lead you through.
Love me when in agony, let me bandage you.
Love me every single day, and every single night.
Love me for no other reason than to hold my hand tonight.
Love me because you want to, we're better off than alone.
Love me for the future; for Love, a life, a home.
Love me through the darkest days, life's easier when together.
Love me because I'll love you back. Unconditional and forever.
Sunday, 9 January 2011
Desperation
Thursday, 30 December 2010
Darkest days
Wednesday, 1 December 2010
On My Mind
Sunday, 24 October 2010
Philosophy of suffering and problems.
Wednesday, 29 September 2010
The Meaning
Saying 'I Love You' is my attempt to remind you that I long for a future with you, for your happiness, for you. That I am filled with a feeling of desire and attraction towards you. You are my first priority and my most important long term goal. Having you in my life makes me happy and I hope that the same is true for you.
I offer this Love freely, with hope rather than expectation for your feelings in return. I understand that you are free to love me but also to withdraw from it and go your own way. I wish you to be free to be yourself and to do what you want to do.
I do not hold onto expectations of how our future will pan out, it is but a hope. By declaring that I Love You, I am not declaring that I have ownership or control over you or that you are in any way obligated to remain by my side. Instead, I wish that you accept my Love and do with it as you desire.
It is in Loving you, exactly as you are now and not wishing or hoping for what you will become in the future, that I offer myself to you. I do, however, support your desire for growth and understand change, accepting that change is both inevitable and unknown.
I respect your right to have your own feelings, opinions and desires and respect your need to make your own decisions and learn your own lessons. I will be here to be called upon if and when you need me and will not arbitrarily impose my own terms on your decisions.
I seek to understand my own emotions and feelings and to communicate them to you as best I can with humility. I will seek to be open and honest about just about everything.
I accept a responsibility to you to be reliable and strong in the face of difficulties. I have a responsibility to remain consistently reliable and to make efforts to improve your life now, and your future.
My ultimate priority in this life is that you be happy. If you'd be happier without me, you are welcome to leave and find your happiness elsewhere. If you achieve this I will be glad for you.
I appreciate that we are two separate people, choosing perhaps to walk hand-in-hand for this time and I enjoy the moments we share together. We will always be two separate people but in saying 'I Love You' I am attempting to narrow the gap between us.
No other three words do I mean so truly, so deeply, so powerfully. When I say 'I Love You' I mean to reinforce and remind you of everything we have that is so very special to me. This feeling won't ever disappear. It can become dormant or shift into another form of love, but it wont leave.
The words 'I Love You' are the everyday reminder of my loyalty to you and are my promise to uphold the values set by those words. They are a promise that my feelings for you match what is described above and more. They are a reminder of the many ways in which I strive for perfection for you. You are everything to me.
I Love You