Survive in the darkness of lonely days.
Endure through it all and always believe,
Happiness lies just beyond the haze.
When all we had hoped and had dreamed is lost,
What's left of me is but an empty shell.
I could not comprehend how much losing you'd cost,
My broken heart can't bare this brutal hell.
In the hours of night that I dream, I never want to wake.
Asleep, I forget what I've lost, my pain numbs.
As the truth set's in, I want to scream; 'For fuck's sake!',
I relapse and to tears my will succumbs.
On the surface I'm calm, I remain in control,
I smile, I seem normal, I move along.
Underneath, the chaos goes deep into my soul,
Every moment, in agony, feels so wrong.
If only you knew, or maybe it wouldn't matter,
Please help me get out of this wreck, I've tried.
I want you, I need you, it feels more like the latter,
It's down to you or to time, only you can decide.
I said I wasn't going anywhere, I feel like I lied,
But I know I'll never fully let go.
If you need me then call, my life set aside,
I'll be there. This I want you to know.
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